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Broken Pearls

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BROKEN PEARL She runs out into the night. Not again she cries... I have done it once again. Cheapened myself for a glimpse of love; Or, at least, warm arms wrapped around me. A little shred of comfort, In such a lonely place. No more! I was once a pearl; colorful, full of wonder. Now crushed... Beneath the cold feet of a cruel world. This is the last time, she vows to the sky. The last time I let myself be used. As she cries, running down the street, Her pearl necklace breaks. The pearls fall, one by one, Onto the desolate, silent street. Rolling away behind her... Like all the ghosts from her past, Dropping from her memory. She runs toward a new life And makes one little promise... That she will fix at least one broken pearl... HERSELF...  ~LSG

HELLO AGAIN

Hey Everyone,        Sorry I have been out of the loop for so long. I will give you a short rundown of my last two and a half years. I regretfully have to admit I married some one I should not have...And what is worse is, I can not explain my actions. He relocated me to Florida supposedly to be near his mother, what I later found out was, it was to be closer to his crack dealer! He was a narcissist and a pathological liar...And in my vulnerable state of mind, I fell for the lies; hook, line, and sinker. And unfortunately I paid a dear price for not seeing the HUGE red flags waving in front of my face.       He disappeared for days on end, took all the money, and left me with nothing. He ran up all my credit cards, with a promise to pay them off, you can guess how that went. Then on June 9th, 2017, he viciously beat the crap out of me, he hit me, dragged me around by my hair, threw me against a metal filing cabinet, and shook me by my arms so hard I had bruises for two months. I am