This blog/vlog is to introduce myself, LauraSue, to the world and shine a spotlight on my writings and artwork. Reading my works will give deeper meaning to my writings and enable people to get to meet "the author" in a more personal way. Enjoy!
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Who Is LauraSue?
The author gives you insight into her life: growing-up, struggles, and survival.
*******ATTENTION*********************** I want to let you all know that I am changing my blog over to WordPress. I had to make the decision to grow my following and get better exposure to get my message to more people. Please come with me. I would love it if you all followed me to WordPress and I want to thank All of you for years of being such Loyal followers... I love you all. Blessings 💜🦋💙 http://laurasuegutierrezpoetry.wordpress.com
Ever think what the hell is the sense in trying anymore? That was my whole week. In July I had a motor vehicle accident that I can not discuss because there are attorneys involved but just know I was sitting at a red light minding my own business. This has drastically changed my life, I am constantly in pain. This week has been crap for me...I actually entertained the idea of ending it all so I am not a burden on anyone. I am feeling like a failure lately. This depression is wreaking havoc on my life. I pray everyday. I get up, show up, and paste a smile on my face. But that is not how I feel. I am hoping my smile will force my brain to think it is happy. It did not work. My boyfriend Larry asked me what was wrong the night I was thinking of ending it all and my heart just literally split in two and the tears came. I reassured him that I love him and let him know that he changed my life. You know, just in case something "happens". It is not fair to hi